It wore off finally...! Thank God. This must have been some kind of birthday present of mercy. Come to think of it... How old am I now anyway?

Oh. And Merry Christmas to everyone...! This is the day Mana found me. I feel grateful. Uhm, I'm sorry for anyone I've scarred inconvenienced during that time of-- Y-Yes. I'm so sorry, Miss Minako! And you too, Lavi. [blush]

[[ooc: Yay, it's Allen's birthday! :D Oh, and I'll still be replying to comments on the mouthwash thread since my time spent out of town ended up cutting my response time short. ): ]]

Current Mood: grateful

T-T-The mouthwash...! I think there's something wrong with me. Waah.



[[ooc: Finally getting to this plotline. Sorry I'm late. D: Stupid finals.]]

Current Mood: horny--WHUT WHY?!

This might sound irrational or impossible, but... Is there any way of re-awakening lost memories? Ah, actually, it's a bit like memories from a different time--like the future, but not quite...?

...I'm not making very much sense, am I? [sigh] Just being hopeful, I suppose.

I just don't want to burden Rinali and everyone by not knowing. I'm sure Kanda feels the same.

[edit] Uhm, Rinali, Lavi. I would...really like to see you.

Current Mood: pensive

It seems like strange things have been happening again. Deaths are reoccurring again? Maybe it's about time I relaxed about finding Akuma around? I can't stand it--to see people in pain. I suppose it can never get too peaceful here for too long. It's gotten rather cold too. I hope everyone has been staying warm? I wonder if it's even natural for it to snow in autumn.

I suppose there's still much for me to learn about this place.

Current Mood: anxious

Something's missing. I feel sad, somehow... I guess I can only pray for the happiness of those who've returned.

It would seem...many of us are homeless now because of the hotel fire. I wonder if everyone's safe?

Current Mood: anxious

I just wanted to thank everyone that...helped me that last time. I'm sorry for being so weak. Everyone's kind words really made me feel better--I thank you all for that. ♥

...other than that, it seems like people have been dying again. I'm...worried about this. Even though death isn't permanent here, it still must hurt, right?

Time for the routine Akuma check, I guess. Even though it's starting to seem a little pointless.

Current Mood: thoughtful

I'm the worst.



...a-and I left my coat with him still. But I can't bring myself to go back.

Current Mood: sad

I'm...really confused. Everything seems to have fallen apart in this short amount of time. But with all the deaths, there might be Akuma about sometime soon. I don't know what's going on anymore.

Ah...no. Even if I'm alone, I'll have to keep trying and working hard. It's my job as an exorcist.

I wonder if Rinali is safe at home. And Rabi. ...and I wonder where Kanda is.

...

[Screened from Ren]

Could someone possibly tell me what's happened to Ren?

[/Screened]

Current Mood: confused

There seems to be much happening around here these days, I...am not quite sure what to make of it all.

R-Rinali disappeared recently. Or went back home, she seemed to say. But right before she left, she said that she...l-loved me. I do not understand what that is supposed to mean. ._. I mean, I love her too because she...Rinali is my friend. Why is it so embarrassing to say you love your friends?

Rabi also appears to not be around anymore, and I remember hearing once that Komui was here, but I never ran into him. I think only Kanda, Rhode, and I remain from our world. But Kanda's still acting strangely and says he wants to...hug me. I don't know what's wrong with him, but maybe I should meet with him just in case something is really serious. ._.;

[Screened from Rhode]

And I tried to talk to Rhode about the arrangement and just being friends. She hardly approves. x.x; In fact, she nearly called more Akuma out. I suppose I have no choice but to play her b-boyfriend then? [wince]

[/Screened]

Everything here is so confusing!

Current Mood: confused

I'm going to eventually have to stop making posts like this. x.x;

I mean, I can't avoid her forever, since she's now my...my girlfriend. [wince] I don't even know what to do as a boyfriend. T_T And I'm not even sure if I like her or anything. She's kinda scary, actually--which is really bad of me to say, but, uhm... ._.

But I guess I kind of have to do this, huh? ._.; I mean, if we want to try to use her doors to look for a way out and all not to mention to keep her from attacking people and such. Maybe I should just accept it already. u.u; [sigh] I feel bad for acting all weird around her even if she is our enemy and makes me kind of uncomfortable. [uncomfortable shift]

( [Screened from Kanda] )


[[ooc: >>; THERE. Stop pointing shary pointy objects at me now, Kanda-mun. ;-; ♥ ...XD]]

Current Mood: worried