{ pair of jokers }

And so it is.

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 02:16:16 GMT

It wore off finally...! ~~Thank God.~~ This must have been some kind of birthday present of mercy. Come to think of it... How old am I now anyway?

Oh. And Merry Christmas to everyone...! This is the day Mana found me. I feel grateful. Uhm, I'm sorry for anyone I've ~~scarred~~ inconvenienced during that time of-- Y-Yes. ~~I'm so sorry, Miss Minako! And you too, Lavi.~~ [blush]

[[ooc: Yay, it's Allen's birthday! :D Oh, and I'll still be replying to comments on the mouthwash thread since my time spent out of town ended up cutting my response time short. ): ]]

Eeek.

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 09:06:35 GMT

T-T-The mouthwash...! I think there's something wrong with me. Waah.

[[ooc: Finally getting to this plotline. Sorry I'm late. D: Stupid finals.]]

To re-awake what was lost.

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 08:15:11 GMT

This might sound irrational or impossible, but... Is there any way of re-awakening lost memories? Ah, actually, it's a bit like memories from a different time--like the future, but not quite...?

...I'm not making very much sense, am I? [sigh] Just being hopeful, I suppose.

~~I just don't want to burden Rinali and everyone by not knowing. I'm sure Kanda feels the same.~~

[edit] Uhm, Rinali, Lavi. I would...really like to see you.

Never a dull moment?

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 08:09:10 GMT

It seems like strange things have been happening again. Deaths are reoccurring again? ~~Maybe it's about time I relaxed about finding Akuma around?~~ I can't stand it--to see people in pain. I suppose it can never get too peaceful here for too long. It's gotten rather cold too. I hope everyone has been staying warm? I wonder if it's even natural for it to snow in autumn.

I suppose there's still much for me to learn about this place.

And what this is...

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 09:11:14 GMT

Something's missing. I feel sad, somehow... I guess I can only pray for the happiness of those who've returned.

It would seem...many of us are homeless now because of the hotel fire. ~~I wonder if everyone's safe?~~

Feels good to smile again.

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 07:29:58 GMT

I just wanted to thank everyone that...helped me that last time. I'm sorry for being so weak. Everyone's kind words really made me feel better--I thank you all for that. ♥

...other than that, it seems like people have been dying again. I'm...worried about this. Even though death isn't permanent here, it still must hurt, right?

~~Time for the routine Akuma check, I guess. Even though it's starting to seem a little pointless.~~

Tears that can't stop falling.

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 07:52:08 GMT

I'm the worst.

...a-and I left my coat with him still. ~~But I can't bring myself to go back.~~

Absence makes the heart grow weaker.

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 01:24:08 GMT

I'm...really confused. Everything seems to have fallen apart in this short amount of time. ~~But with all the deaths, there might be Akuma about sometime soon.~~ I don't know what's going on anymore.

Ah...no. Even if I'm alone, I'll have to keep trying and working hard. It's my job as an exorcist.

I wonder if Rinali is safe at home. And Rabi. ~~...and I wonder where Kanda is.~~

...

[Screened from Ren]

Could someone possibly tell me what's happened to Ren?

[/Screened]

The heart's confusion is the heart's pain.

Mon, 28 May 2007 21:20:07 GMT

There seems to be much happening around here these days, I...am not quite sure what to make of it all.

R-Rinali disappeared recently. Or went back home, she seemed to say. But right before she left, she said that she...l-loved me. I do not understand what that is supposed to mean. ._. I mean, I love her too because she...Rinali is my friend. Why is it so embarrassing to say you love your friends?

Rabi also appears to not be around anymore, and I remember hearing once that Komui was here, but I never ran into him. I think only Kanda, Rhode, and I remain from our world. But Kanda's still acting strangely and says he wants to...hug me. I don't know what's wrong with him, but maybe I should meet with him just in case something is really serious. ._.;

[Screened from Rhode]

And I tried to talk to Rhode about the arrangement and just being friends. She hardly approves. x.x; In fact, she nearly called more Akuma out. I suppose I have no choice but to play her b-boyfriend then? [wince]

[/Screened]

Everything here is so confusing!

[Screened from Rhode]

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 04:29:59 GMT

I'm going to eventually have to stop making posts like this. x.x;

I mean, I can't avoid her forever, since she's now my...my girlfriend. ~~[wince]~~ I don't even know what to do as a boyfriend. T_T And I'm not even sure if I like her or anything. She's kinda scary, actually--which is really bad of me to say, but, uhm... ._.

But I guess I kind of have to do this, huh? ._.; I mean, if we want to try to use her doors to look for a way out and all ~~not to mention to keep her from attacking people and such~~. Maybe I should just accept it already. u.u; [sigh] I feel bad for acting all weird around her ~~even if she is our enemy and makes me kind of uncomfortable~~. [uncomfortable shift]

[Screened from Kanda]

Uhm. Anyone know what's going on with Kanda? :x Not that I don't appreciate seeing him happier, but... This is just getting really weird. x.x; Is it that fruit everyone's talking about?

Linali? Do you have any idea what's going on? ._.

[/Screened]

[[ooc: >>; THERE. Stop pointing shary pointy objects at me now, Kanda-mun. ;-; ♥ ...XD]]

Duty does call.

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 00:14:30 GMT

[Screened to Exorcists]

Rinali, Rabi, Kanda. I've promised Rhode I'll spend time with her if she'll keep the Akuma away from here. I don't know if I can completely trust her yet, so please keep an eye on everyone?

Even if we are in a strange place with no clue of how to get home, we're still primarily exorcists to protect the people, right? ...In any case, please be alert while I'm gone. I'll try to keep you guys posted on the Noah's movements.

[/Screened]

..is there a cure going around now for the gender-swapping disease? .__.; I'm not sure if I can ~~fight~~ function properly as a girl forever. Even if Master did make me practice by wearing all those dresses back then! DX

Or maybe the headaches and general melancholy just comes with being female?

[EDIT]
Uhm, Mister Cain? ._.; Could I possibly have some of your antidote?

[Screened from Rhode]

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 15:38:05 GMT

Uhm. ._.;

Turning into a girl was one thing, but now Rhode is acting really weird and I can't figure out what she's thinking. >>;

...WHEN A NOAH SAYS THEY LIKE YOU, THEY'RE TRYING TO PICK A FIGHT RIGHT?! DX JUST 'CAUSE I'M A GIRL DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T ACTIVATE MY INNOCENCE ~~I THINK~~! ._______.

If anyone sees any weird-looking floaty things with guns, please call one of the exorcists. ~~Kanda might look scary but he's still really, really strong.~~ Rinali said Rhode brought Akuma with her. x_x; And if people are acting really suspicious, let us know too~! Most importantly, don't ever try to bring someone back from the dead! It just creates more Akuma and hurting and suffering and such. .___.

T-T

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 02:09:26 GMT

...I thought people stopped catching the disease already. T___T [cry]

RINALIIII, RABI, KANDA, REEEEN! WHAT DO I DO?! T-T

[[ooc: Yeah. Late kid to the party, sorry. >>; Hope no one minds~ Many people haven't changed back anyway and I just couldn't skip out on girl!Allen. :x ♥?]]

:x

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 15:58:59 GMT

Everyone around here seems to be either really sad or really angry. .__.; ~~Can't we all get along?~~ Maybe we should do something to cheer everyone up. :x Like give hugs and kitties. x3 Heehee.

But really. Seeing everyone sad is making me sad. .___.; And seeing everyone angry makes me confused. Eek.

Testing...?

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 01:56:07 GMT

H-Hello! Is this thing working? ._.; I admit I was never very good with technology.

If anyone can see this, I'm looking for my friends! ~~Most importantly~~ A cute girl with pigtails, a guy with red hair and an eyepatch, and ~~an explosive princess~~ a grumpy Japanese guy with a short temper and is prone to pointing swords at people. ._.;

H-Has anyone seen them?

[OOC] :D

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 01:46:09 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ELENA-CHAN/LARXENE/SOON-TO-BE-RUFUS-MUUUUUUUUUUN~ 8D ♥

You're sixteen on the sixteenth, and that is very speshul~ I'll prepare a present ~~(like Tseng naked and tied up)~~ for you at some time. >D

♥ from: your neighborhood, friendly Allen/Zack/Murata/Neji-mun~

My hair is not snow. >:

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 23:23:27 GMT

...I-It's snowing. And I don't remember ever coming to this place either. ._.;

All this snow would be great and fun if people would stop seizing my hair, thinking it's snow, and attempting to make a snowball out of it. That...kind of hurts. Ow. Maybe I should move. Or put my hood on. Or both. Eep.

It's times like this I wish Timcanpi was built in with a heater instead of a video recording device.

[OOC] Test Run.

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 23:16:41 GMT

Test run, test run~

RP journal for Allen Walker of D.Gray-man. :]